Thursday, December 13, 2007

long time...

Hey it is probably the time to start actually writing something to fill up my blog. I mean I made this blog to definitely put my point of view infront of all of you who care or don’t have anything better to do. So lets see now, it’s a chilly day, and I had taken this day off for no valid reason. Have you ever done something without a reason? For no profit or loss, just because you wanted to do it, because something inside you screamed that lets break rules…what is this feeling called…. Im not talking about just missing a day, or taking a break, im talking bout doing something which has no reason, breaking the rules of an ordinary day… by rules I mean the rules you set for yourself… the ones that make you what you are...
Im not sure if this changes anything but it surely makes you think bout your actual purpose…now thinking could be dangerous too…like one of these days I was wondering why was I studying at all, why was I running behind the dream which wasn’t mine at the first place, trying so hard to make a place which would make me work even harder to retain, was money all that mattered or is it bad to be satisfied with life soon? All I could figure out was that I would love to have a small cozy little house with basic amenities in the hills where everyone lived in harmony. This almost seems like a fairytale to me. See how dangerous thoughts could be, this can ruin all that I have set myself up for, the IT job and later being a CEO of a firm, Honda city (perhaps even better), a house in the most posh localities of a metro city and the list is endless…I hav also figured out that I could survive with only well wishers around in my little fairytale as that is the most essential thing in life….to have friends who really aren’t just seasons that wont last long but seasons that never end and even if they do there is always a wait for that season again…its tough to make a choice between my fairytale and the real world but I would like to stay and watch what god has in store for me. All I want you all to do is to make at least that one decision based on truly no comparisons and conclusions, the decision which does no harm but isint what you would normally do and see how much joy and peace it brings along…

God Bless…

Sunday, October 21, 2007

what i mean....

journey to nowhere may sound strange but thats exactly the phase which describes me...im just confused totally...about all the imporatan issues of life...it seems as though im not going anywhere....instead im going nowhwere....ill tell you about strange places ive seen....the ones ive loved and the ones not even worth mentioning...
now a thought to ponder upon:-
"a person may travel all arround the world to discover the most comforting place, his home..." this is the most important thing one must understand... you may like to travel but everyone should remember the fact that nothing can replace your home...make your home the most comfortable place to stay and then all other stuff will probably fall in place..these days im doing the same....